I want to be able to make beautiful art out of my words, and beautiful music from my hands. I want to read as many books as I can, extracting every word and filing it away to use at a later time. To finally make myself love tea, and to drink it every day. I want to enjoy every thunderstorm and embrace them with warm blankets and a pencil. To stop regretting everything and to mold my future in a way that is completely different. I want to learn to speak to people, and to finally figure out what I will do with my hair. 
I need to change myself. I need to say less and mean more. I need to work harder and motivate myself. I need to let go of those who aren’t making a positive impact, and start trying to make a positive impact on others.

I need to figure out me.